Surprise, finally the truth came out.  I knew you had
somebody else all alone.  Why didn’t you tell me right away?  It’s sad
to know that you’re still a player, or maybe I was a fool to believe
all those shit you have told me.  It’s cool, because I didn’t cry at
all.  It’s all an act, haven’t I told you I had workshops in acting.
syke….

Thanks for all your lies, it was awsome!  You’re a good entertainer!  Maybe you should consider that career! hehehe

No regrets!  My instinct never fails.   

And by the way, if you’re here you’ll probably end up in the jail for child molestation. 

Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.  My cousins from NC had a road trip to DC.  They got here around 3 am we slept for a couple of hours before heading downtown.  I called out sick, papatalo pa ba ako?  nahh… Minsan lang to mangyari and this time we had a blast. 

Windows down, check …. Sounds, check…. Seatbelt, check …. (you need to wear your seltbelt or else you need to pay a fine but if your seating at back you don’t need)

were strolling the streets of dc like where in Manila …. tamang angas lang para hindi mahuli ng pulis… hehehehe people are looking at us, because we’re playing filipino rap song and the e-heads.

The weather is great not too cold not too warm.  For the first time I became a tourist guide.  We went to the MALL(Linconln Memorial, Jeferson Memorial and Washington Monument). Then we had brunch at Georgetown.  Went shopping for a while then bought a cup of frappucino and just chillin. It’s seems yesterday it was just a dream that I’ll be goin out with them.  I’m thankful that it’s only 4 hours drive.  Next time NYC na tohh.. promise…

Then we got bored and went to virginia to check out pentagon mall.  We missed our exit so we need to turn around one more time.  Since my cousin wouldn’t let me drive his car.. BURAWA…. peace pogi….

Later that night, we went clubbing.  It’s a good way to end the night.  Tamang inom, tamang sayaw.  And I’ve learned a lesson not to drink different drinks or else, you’ll messed up.  So far I didn’t throw up, and I got a little bit of hangover this morning. 

Having "clean" fun is not bad after all, I gave up something in order to be happy???

THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD   

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com

It’s one of the most wonderful power point presentation, I have ever seen.  Just visit the website and you’ll see life in a different way. 

I dreamed I had an interview with God.

“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.

“If you have the time” I said. 

God smiled. “My time is eternity.”
“What questions do you have in mind for me?”

“What surprises you most about humankind?”

God answered…
“That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.”

“That they lose their health to make money…
and then lose their money to restore their health.”

“That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.”

"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.”

God’s hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked…
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons
you want your children to learn?”

“To learn they cannot make anyone
love them.
All they can do
is let themselves be loved.”

“To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.”

“To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.”

“To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.”

“To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.”

“To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show
their feelings.”

“To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.”

“To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.”

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything
else
you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said,
“Just know that I am here… always.”

-author unknown

4 my AMORE!

I want to let you know
That you don’t have to go
Don’t wonder no more
What I think about you

If it’s loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it’s loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it’s loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
If it’s loving that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

Now it’s obvious to need a friend to come hold you down
Be that one you share your everything when no one’s around
Baby come tell me your secrets, and tell me all your dreams
‘Cause I can see you need someone to trust
You can trust in me

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I’ll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it’s loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it’s loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it’s loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
If it’s loving that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

It been so long I’ve had this feeling
That we could be
Everything we’ve ever wanted baby
Your fantasy
I won’t push to hard or break your heart
‘Cause my love’s sincere
I’m not like any other girl you know
So let me erase your fears

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I’ll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it’s loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it’s loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it’s loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
If it’s loving that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

If it’s loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it’s loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world (I got what you need so come share my world)
If it’s loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
If it’s loving that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

Di di di di da da dey
So just call me whenever your lonely
Di di di di da da dey
I’ll be your friend, I can be your homey

If it’s loving that you want
Then you should make me your girl, your girl
If it’s loving that you need
Then baby come and share my world, share my world
If it’s loving that you want
Then come and take a walk with me, with me
If it’s loving that you need
I got it right here baby, baby

I want to let you know
That you don’t have to go
Don’t wonder no more
What I think about you

What I think about you boy
I got what you need so come share my world oh

by RUPEE  (shake your bootie! my morning music, to keep me goin! )

R-18

[Verse 1]
To all the ladies in the dance
I lose all control when I see you
Standing there in front of me
Your style, your clothes, your hair
You fair woman, you look so sexy
The way you wine and, the way you dance
And the way that you twist and turn your waist
Leaves me wanting, leaves me yearning
Leaves me feeling for a taste

[Chorus]
Before the end of the night
I wanna hold you so tight
You know I want you so much
And I’m so tempted to touch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch

[Verse 2]
To all the ladies in the dance
I don’t even know your name
Little woman I don’t even know your age
But there’s something about you girl
When I see you wining in front the stage
Please forgive me, please excuse me
But there’s nothing else that a man can do
I cannot pass or think a woman
I just need to be next to you

[Chorus]
Before the end of the night
I wanna hold you so tight
You know I want you so much
And I’m so tempted to touch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch

[Bridge]
I wanna feel you, I wanna squeeze you
I wanna hug and kiss and caress you
I wanna love you, I wanna touch you
I’ll place no one else above you
I wanna feel you, I wanna squeeze you
I wanna touch and kiss and caress you
I wanna love you, I wanna hug you
You know woman I wanna wings of a dove you

[Chorus]
Before the end of the night
I wanna hold you so tight
You know I want you so much
And I’m so tempted to touch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch

[Verse 3] (same as verse 1)

[Chorus]
Before the end of the night
I wanna hold you so tight
You know I want you so much
And I’m so tempted to touch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I’m inside your clutch

From my multiply site

Starting time 11:33 am

1. I am an Aries
2. I love blue
3. I fancy fast and nice cars
4. I wish I had a boyfriend (hahahaha)
5. I miss my austistic friends
6. So far I don’t have any regrets
7. I wish I was Paris Hilton
8. I ‘m working most of the time
9. Shopping is my favorite activity
10. I love surprises
11. I like to party
12. I’m trying to enjoy life
13. I miss someone
14. I keep on falling for the wrong person
15. I write from time to time
16. I would love to have children someday
17. When I can’t take all the trials in life. I pray to the Lord ( I do this one all the time)
18. I keep on goin back to my past (shit, and believe me there’s still the same person)
19. I wish I could buy a laptop (YM, webcam can’t wait)
20. I fall in love easily (wow)

ARIES WOMAN

  She thinks the world is watching her through the eye glasses of rose petal frame. She thinks people think and talk about her only about good things and often disappoint to know the fact that they are not true and not even real, so she will feel hurt. She think her path has to be a beautiful one. She think only good things so she prepares and always make arrangement for herself to be in the right path always, quite systematic indeed.

   If there is no guy in her life, she will be busy with herself. This seemingly ordinary woman will push herself to meet her goal. Her face mostly will be slim and long, high cheek bone, Eye brow slightly curve up, slight tall more than short, thin lips and she will have quite a confusing or mixture of character.

   Sometimes, she will be very careful about guy she will mingle with. She thinks as if she has a main CPU in her head and she could memorize everything from her childhood. When she faces with problems, she will handle them and solving them very well, and at the same time showing other people that she has that capability. She can put her mind in solving problems in crisis better than many other Zodiac. Once she determine to do thing, nothing will stop her.

  Woman in this Zodiac could be totally different from one woman to another woman. You could see her in the party dancing like flash dance or dirty dancing, as well you could also see her as an old fashion lady or a geek. She could be someone flashy and wanted by many men, or she could be a cold and non-social person. She will have her own way to win you over. Once she choose you, she will need to be proud of you.

  "Love" is not as important to her as "Marriage". Her real goal in life is "Safety" and her position in other people sight need to be "Secure". She plans her life, and socially life easily and very carefully. She is also very artistic and realistic, so if you are a nobody or nothing, no chance because she loves ambition and a good life. She need lots of love,but do not want and do not belief in an occasional or unconventional love.

  She is a proud in nature type, so if you see a woman in this Zodiac come from a poor family, she will act like a woman from a noble family by birth anyway (certainly there are always exception). She always look cool even when she is not. She like to make people see her as "secure and confident" even she is a mixed emotion and mixed character type. If she is mad, you can tell right away and she can stay moody for quite a long time.

   You never have all her times, for she likes to work hard and also spent some spare times working for charity. You will see woman in this zodiac a "Volunteer" for camp, and if she is in a high society, she will most likely be a president or a V.P. of a "Club". She is a romantic and artistic, but being poor and unstable is certainly not in her dreams. Her beautiful imaginations need to be realistic, for failure is not in her plan.

  A Goat always climb high, so either she start from a low point or a high point, she will make sure at the end she will have the best spot. She will not show her ambition, but she will show that she satisfy with herself now. Once you look back she already moved up again , quietly but sure.

  If she is your love one, be supportive and understand her. She is stubborn, but she will listen. She will act like a gentle fragile person,but in fact she can stick you down like a super glue without you knowing it.

"How To Deal"  by Frankie J  (it’s one of my favorite songs right now, the music video is available on my profile.  hope you like it too! )

Sometimes a man has to choose
And do something he doesn’t wanna do
Do I live my life with you as my wife
Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream
I gotta do this for me
Cuz if I don’t I’ll probably regret it
But if I do I’ll probably regret it
How do I cope

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there’s nothing you could do about it…….

I dedicate this song to myself and to my girlfriends who’ve been hurt.  It’s all up to us if we want it to be complicated.  It’s not our lost it’s their LOST.  Big mistake and I know for sure they will regret it.   Cheers to being single! One word let’s PARTY from dusk til dawn…  3 months and counting …….. Tequila and Margarita what a great combination…

We have learned to love someone! 

" C o m p l i c a t e d " by Avril Lavigne

Uh huh, life’s like this
Uh huh, uh huh, that’s the way it is
Cause life’s like this
Uh huh, uh huh that’s the way it is

Chill out whatcha yelling’ for?
Laid back it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we’re drivin’ in your car
and you’re talking to me one on one but you’ve become

Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back like you can’t relax
You’re tryin’ to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I’m never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you’re somethin’ else
where you are ain’t where it’s at you see
you’re making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you’re not fooling anyone
when you’ve become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can’t relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I’m never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it’s all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You’re watching your back, like you can’t relax
You’re trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re acting like you’re somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I’m never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you’re acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life’s like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I’m never gonna find you fake it
no no no

The meeting of two personalities

is like the contact

of two chemical substances:

if there is any reaction,

both are transformed.

Author: Carl Jung

The GAME called LOVE (by definition of Ethel)

Have you ever wondered why they don’t have LOVE 101 at school? Because, these time our teacher is ourselves. We need to be in a situation and decide how to deal with it. How many times, have we fallen so deep and yet still we keep on doing what we want. I guess it’s called love?

Do I need to listen to my heart and become stupid? Or should I go with my brain and be smart? Either way, whichever path I choose. I’ll be hurt because there’s no such thing as a perfect relationship. It wouldn’t be balanced. After all life, is about CHALLENGES. It’s all up to us on how to deal and accept each other’s FAULTS and MISTAKES.

This is a never-ending game. We all search for Mr. and Mrs. RIGHT. Of course we don’t want to be alone. And if we THOUGHT we have found the right candidate…. Are you willing to take the CHANCE? Uhhh, why LIFE is so complicated? Can’t we just find the answer on the INTERNET? Since it is the fastest way to INFORMATION.

Every time, I talked to my girlfriends who are married and have a family. I always ask them, how did they know this is the ONE they’ve been waiting for? How did they survive the game of LOVE? They didn’t say it right away that they knew it from the very start. They became girlfriend and boyfriend then husband and wives. But still even though they’re married and live together. It’s not the end of the game. They’re on a different level since they have children now. They’re responsibility has grown bigger. I try not being jealous because I know my time will come. I just need to be patient.

The game will only end if you leave the world we’re living in.

Quotes:

A woman can forgive a man for the harm he does her…but she can never forgive him for the sacrifices he makes on her account.

Author: W. Somerset Maugham

Tough times never last, but tough people do

Author: Dr. Robert Schuller

The course of true love never did run smooth

Author: William Shakespeare (1564-1616), English playwright, poet, work considered greatest in English literature